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Thursday, May 25, 2006

todae i came home after school.
den i went back school for sac idol.
i went in to 2/3 classroom n smoke.
sac idol start le.at least xiner didnt
break promise.she did go with me.
i text esther,saein tt i miss her.
how i wish she is by my side by den.
i hope i can join the sac idol.
but jazmin disacouraged me so yupp.
haiiss,anywae,SARAH FOO is a hot babe.
she simply rox.see le i wan to have nose bleed le.
esther also not so hot.hahas...
die lahhs think is mix too much with prin n xiner
dey all le.dey are veri horny people.
but true enough,she is reali so hot!
i am like fainting lahhs..
haiiss,got the singapore band cum our sch.
e guy so hot!i wan faint arrx.
pris sittin next to me..i keep wantin to faint.
hahas cuz hot gals n guys arrx!
den,xiner and sherilyn play like so fun.
happi for dem=]..
after break time,me n pris n tingwen n kat wanted to
explore the whole school.but tingwen is veri sick.
high fever..gosh.den we go back hall lohhs.
haiis saw xiner n sherilyn cum in together.
i tink im abit jealous bahhs.i oso dunno lehhx.
den suddenly she n her end up seatin together.
i veri sad..i reali am..so i just get up n went out of hall,
myself..saw kat n xiner chasing after me.
why chase for what?
gosh den xiner go back first den kat oso.
i squat at one corner..i cry..
minutes later sherilyn n xiner cum out.
alamak!so i stood up n walk away..
den i go back hall.i TINK i saw xiner holdin
sherilyn's hand.not those holdin.
just normal type de lohhs.
yupp.. i veri sad.
i felt lyk havin esther by my side at tt time
to comfort me lohhs.
haiiss..den,pris make me laugh so much lahhs.
she veri nice yupps.
how i wish i can just run towards u
n give u one last hug.
after sac idol..
me,jan,germ,pri,n char,we went n2.
we smoke n chat together dere.
den in the end..janelle tear one tear.
yupp im sorry to make u cry..
but is e fact oso mahhs.ermx..
hmmm den we go tamp mart the mac n eat.
we talk about last time lahh...so funny lohhx.
haiiss i miss the past time can..
den yupp..germ cab me home.
thanks mummy,so sweet of u.

i have so much tears in me,

that i have not yet cry out.

i have not yet show it all.

im too sensitive.

how i wish i can just tel u,

i stil love u.

i stil wanna run towards u n hug u.

i stil wanna tel u how much i mish u=[

my tears cant let u noe

how much i misses u.

cuz the one u wan it not me.

1.12am

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lurve
empty promisers
my close frens
gettin hurt by yew*
eva to fall in lurve
family members
nt to cry anymore for yew*
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cumin into tis wurl with imperfection+
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